coming back..

since long time i'm not posting in this blog..i really don't know what to share here..but now..InsyaAllah i'll make it better than before..it's not the place to put my diary..but maybe my thought n sth to share with other..wait for my healing.. c:

2nd week being alone

salamz..another bored weekend..dunno wut to do..feel wanna cry n alone..dis time, juz me, ecah n wanie at dorm..after a while..it'll b only me n ecah..everyone was going home n 3 of us is going to Nilai 3..last time i chat wif my ex classmate..she said dat all da teacher still condemn our batch..but the other frend said..they misz our batch..hurmmm..dunno wut is exactly true..however..i still need to thanx to 'em..bcoz of 'em i could b here..but i nvr wish to go there..hishh..bosan la plak sunyi2 neh..wanna go somewhere but agk pokai neh..thinking of wut to do "_"

mid-term break..

salamz..
esok aku nk blk campus dah..hope everything will be fine..best nyer dpt blk..tp cuti kali ne cm tak berapa best..actually..aku pelik sket smlm dier wt baek ngn aku..wah rasa cam mimpi lak..dh lamer sgt aku tak sembang2 cam besa ngan dia..hope dia tak syak pape g la..cume nyer..cm pelik sket biler dia cam still wat muke jeles when i'm expose myself to 'him'..huhuhu..that's normal..after this break i'll hv another 2 paper to sit..but i study nothing at home..huhuh..tak tau nak merepek aper dah..laptop tak abeh format g..hadoi..blk nnt nk kene p set wireless blk..penat2..k la..nk siapkan kije..bubye..

giloss...........

salamz..last night i sleep at 4am..wut i' m doing..??just chatting wif eika 'till 2am..then download about 10 arabic songs..watching dunia baru again at youtube..n playing burger rush..huhuhuhu..wut a waste..then we wake the GPDP participant up to attend the qiamullail..n dis morning i wake up at 8am bcz smebdy disturb my dreaming..i miz him too much ler..dua2 sewel pg ne..n dis 2pm he'll come to kl..wut a wnderful feeling i hv right now..so...............in lurve..huhuhu~ hurm..why i'm bcome like dat gurl.. <3>

{ayat cm keling cmpur indu..huhuhu}

ari pembaziran...

salamz..
i did it again..
how can i control it huh..
i'd wasted about 130 today..
hw could it be..
pening2 2 bajet duet now..
wut should i do..
but dreaming to buy another jubah at sogo..
mmbe ckp cun gilerr la kt ctu..
huhuhuhuhu~
tmbah pening aku...................
mengertilah...
dis monday i'll hv LS presentation..
but my group mmbers is no where..
hw could we discuss n make decision..
dis is da lack of study in group..
dat's why i better study alone..
c ya...~
<3

erm..

dunno wut i'm gonna write here..
my writing lect ask us 2 hv a journal book..
2 prctise our writing skill..
but i hate 2 use a pen..
bcos i nvr know hw is the right way 2 hold a pen..
sounds crazy..
but dat's the true..huhu..
just wanna wish gdluck 2 all fwenz dat gonna attend GPDP 2mrrw..
hv fun wif all da programme..
not really bored actually..huhu..
watever it is..
i miss my family n him crazy much..

tak tau nk ckp..

salamz all...
actually kn...
i dunno wut 2 post here...
going bored wif all dis...
erm..
juz nk inform aku nyer rutin jer la...
since i've been in CFS IIUM Nilai ne..
i'd learned so much new thing...
getting know new frenz...
n of course new behaviour...
but i'm not really like it...
especially the one...
but wut to say...
i'm not the old dyea...
so i must accept it wuteva n howeva it is...

assalamualaikum...

being a student of IIUM..
make a new improvement in life..
become a new dyea..
and create a new blog..
=)